Tell me what i want to hear .... Please ...

As girls we tend to lie to our friends... not in a nasty "Aw isn't your new hair do.. just amaze" bitchy way but more because were scared of hurting their feelings and in return we hope for them to do the same to us, we need reassuring ... and needing to be reassured surely means that what we were thinking wasn't a good idea in the first place.

I recently watched .. He's just not that into you... after observation of The Rules ( a list of rules girls are meant to follow when it comes to dating.. very American but i guess it applies here to..) before.. i felt that the ones who follow these 'Rules' are the ones who in the end are alone... or more pathetically, breaking more than those who couldn't really give a shit ... But... this all ties into my own personal pathetic.. but sadly true experience..

I am .. its a fact.. and its been proven a creep... i obsess over everything and everyone like meeting The Jonas Brothers and in the back of my mind i really, really believe that George Lamb will ask me to marry him ... but surely someone who doesn't know me ... at all .. must not know this right?

But my housemates and friends give me a whole load of reasons why this boy isn't replying to my facebook chats ... well me endlessly saying hello as soon as i see him online... "Maybe he's not at his laptop" ... "maybe its not him"... "maybe his on his Iphone"... "maybe his facebook chat is fucked" .... why cant one on them say the one thing they are all thinking ... "HES JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" .....